Remember I said we just moved to a new house? Yes, we did and the previous owners used a portion of the house as rental property. So, we have a tenant that we share a wall with until she moves out.
When I first met the tenant, she gave me the whole rundown on the previous family...since she can hear them all the time...the father runs the mornings like a drill sergeant...etc. "Oh boy..." I thought, "I better be on my best behavior." The last thing we need is for D to have one of her terrible tantrums that she was having prior to our move...terrifying.
Now after being in this house for several days I am thinking the tenant must think I am a bipolar mommy. One minute being sweet and kind and the very next, loooosing it. Yeah, I have a pretty short temper and can fly off the handle. Eeeks! Oh this is so stressful.
Ha! I should not care what the "neighbor" hears but truly I am embarrassed when I lose it at the most stupid things. I try and try to be patient and kind, but it's truly not my wheelhouse. The best I can do is try.